Aright everyone listen

sean · Post by **sean** » Wed Feb 06, 2002 10:07 pm

until this moment i had every intention of leaving illarion island for good and swimming to the next ship that passes and getting passage to El Kardian, but that would be cowardly stupid and i have not fulfilled dead mens wishes set upon me but i am tired of everyone shooting down whatever i say 10mins after i post it. (Frankly i have played and been drivin to quit other games becuase of this but i am NOT going to allow this to happen(OOC)
now i know Dyluck or Erdrick are going to be here soon on this post and say "why dont you leave you stupid fruit" or something or rather but i dont give a **** in a flying tree in hell what they say anymore but listen in the past months everyday its been the same
get called names
try to have fun, doesent work
have everything i say disrespected
discriminated against about how i talk and write
avoid wars
talk to friends
kill people who log on using my name or disrespecting it (Rhiko is Poison weaver created a char named Sean-san who says rather unnapropraite things about me)
REAPEAT

and oh yes i do have friends, i am tired of people telling me how to live my life and leave thiers but everytime ig e tan idea boom its gone like that and people challenge me to fight (thanks to Gmcfly who locked the stupid topic) for no reasons , then i try to make something fun to get our minds of of this ridiculous war BOOM first thing on it says boycott. Sure i have me good days but they are few and in between. If i had been myself, (army trained historian who speaks trash i will have not been what i am now, i would be the most bloodthirsty ruler with the largest guild and the most kills under my belt, but i decided to make a full backround story whic i am currently working on PAGE 5 thats 8 1/2inch pages with 14font and larger headings)

oh and genius is next to insanity, Dyluck, Damien, Erdrick

i hope you will read this and maybe understand but if you dont, then i'm packing and going for a swim

GMcFly · Post by **GMcFly** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 12:04 am

#Moderation Mode

<a href="http://pc-cad0.informatik.unibw-muenche ... &topic=544" target="_self">Moved here</a>

Sun Long · Post by **Sun Long** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 12:25 am

I wouldn't like if you are going. I think we both always have a nice game together without fighting and killing each other.

Damien · Post by **Damien** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 12:37 am

Going would be simply nonsense.

Erdrick · Post by **Erdrick** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 12:39 am

First of all, you should drop the army idea, noone likes it.
Second of all, your immaturity makes people not respect you.
Nobody trusts you anymore, because you start fights over NOTHING.
These are people's views on you, and if you won't be so stubborn and
change a little, than maybe they will change.
Just for some specific facts: (might want to consider changing these)

The Illarion-Trek thing wasn't that funny. (humor needs improvement)
You write multiple topics that all express the same idea and/or are useless.
You make comments that are undesirable. (and not asked for)

Overall, you are a pretty insane person, I'll give you that.
And you can expect Dyluck to call you a fruit many more times

Loosen up, have some fun, make some friends, and be cool.
That is what half of Illarion is all about.
Oh, and I agree with Damien.

(Edited by Erdrick at 12:41 am on Feb. 7, 2002)

Xaveria · Post by **Xaveria** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 12:53 am

@ Sean
I think you better train you human skills - cause the way you talk to me is not the way i like any men to talk to me.
Once you came to me and sad "Heal me sister" - this ist not the right way to talk to a duchess and i think you know. And after I healded you more than three or four times there was no thanks to hear from you. I told you already - but this made me a little angry about you.

And the next thing is - you often start things but dont bring them to an end.

That is my opion about the char Sean - but if you play him like that - you dont have to be surpised about the feelings of me and others.

A Grey Dove · Post by **A Grey Dove** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 1:17 am

Xav i said that?
whoa back up rewind

hey i knew erdrick would dsay something mean dint i?
now i will speak,
Erdrick when i tried to have fun and be cool i was killed by a certain elf ressed killed and so on and so forth, yet when i be myself i am disrespected and so on and so forth

Dyluck · Post by **Dyluck** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 2:35 am

You're think people hate you sean, but you're the one who is really petty, meaning you're spiteful and grudgeful to thers:

-whenever Dyluck accuses you of something, instead of only defending yourself, you try to turn around and accuse him back instead with bad support, (ex. balcony murder mystery, the plan against drakhen thing.)

-Dyluck protected you and saved your life on several occasions when you were innocent, and one time when you found him as a cloud, you made a petty excuse that "you didn't have mana" to not revive him. (And no sean you never saved my life before. Asking someone to stop shooting me when you have no power over them doesn't help. I survived because I moved away myself and drank potions).

-That elf 14534 Gendril (who is played by your enemy twe or so I heard) killed you unreasonably so Dyluck healed you and punished the elf. You later then proceded to accuse Dyluck of killing innocent "tall orcs" (no idea what you're talking about) and then made a stupid excuse that the reason you cheered me on to kill Gendril was because you "knew" I would kill innocent people.

-You ALWAYS have to make an excuse for every mistake or criticism you recieve. You refuse to admit it when you make mistakes and instead you twist facts and make up bad excuses, lowering your credibility and people's trust in your words.

-I defended you when Reafer and some other dwarves insulted you and called you stupid just for writing down your opinion about mythril, but then you go and say that "I don't give a damn about your opinions"

-You claim other people are egotistic but you are the one that keeps on saying things like "I am the one who made the guild council work. done so much for this town" and in your last post "If i had been myself, (army trained historian who speaks trash i will have not been what i am now, i would be the most bloodthirsty ruler with the largest guild and the most kills under my belt
-You threaten to kill people over the smallest things.

I hope you understand what I mean. You think people have a grudge on you but YOU are the one who is petty, spiteful, and grudgeful. You expect the worse and assume people hate you "now i know Dyluck or Erdrick are going to be here soon on this post and say "why dont you leave you stupid fruit".

It's true that there some people have a grudge on you or hate you (due to your own reputation), but not everyone does. You think you know certain people hold a grudge on you but they don't (example: me) and you start thinking that everything they do is against you on purpose, but the actual reason some people criticize you is just because you do or say things spontaneously without thinking carefully first. Its not that some people only see you for your past, but its just that although you've improved slightly, you STILL act without thinking and behave inappropriately at times. If your idea of fun and enjoying yourself is by acting immaturely and irresponsibly at the wrong times, then I can't help you.

So if you want people to respect you then show that you deserve it and change your bad attitude, ok fruity?

(Edited by Dyluck at 7:12 pm on Feb. 6, 2002)

Astral · Post by **Astral** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 2:57 am

I dont know why you hate Dyluck so much sean.... Then again, i guess i dont know why you hate a lot of people...

Roke · Post by **Roke** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 3:04 am

You two just stop. Sean has tried to help the town a lot and he should be commended for that. However, Sean has done some things that were not the smartest in the world (not admitting mistakes, killing people for no reason, making false acquissitions). Sean is probably gone for good so there is no point in arguing.

Astral · Post by **Astral** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 3:11 am

Well perhaps...

(Edited by Astral at 8:13 pm on Feb. 6, 2002)

Roke · Post by **Roke** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 3:13 am

Sean has done good and BAD. although most people will remember the bad before the good we must remember he did help with the guild council.

Dyluck · Post by **Dyluck** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 3:19 am

Many people help the town a lot and contributed to the guild council, but he is the only one who keeps bragging and taking credit for it.

No Roke, stop putting in good words for him, or else he will keep thinking that he is the "good nice" guy and blame others are the "bad prejudice" guys. If we don't let him see that it's his own fault then he will never change and always be unliked.

(Edited by Dyluck at 9:10 pm on Feb. 6, 2002)

Astral · Post by **Astral** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 5:05 am

On many occasions we have put everything aside and began again. We have given sean many chances to become something else. But these wars keep getting in the way of things.

RagingSpirit · Post by **RagingSpirit** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 6:09 am

Just a little something.

Someone can do much good. Once he does one thing bad, people will forget about the good he did.

I don't know any single one of you on this board. From what I have read, I notice that sean does have a bit of an attitude. Reason can be because he is just like that, or someone (or people) pissed him off a lot and he is having a hard time.

All I can suggest is to start over. Leave the past behind, and start the path anew.

sean · Post by **sean** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 1:59 pm

Quote: from Dyluck on 9:19 pm on Feb. 6, 2002
Many people help the town a lot and contributed to the guild council, but he is the only one who keeps bragging and taking credit for it.

No Roke, stop putting in good words for him, or else he will keep thinking that he is the "good nice" guy and blame others are the "bad prejudice" guys. If we don't let him see that it's his own fault then he will never change and always be unliked.

@ Dyluck, it looks like your the one who wants to be the good guy to me, oh and about the tall orc thing i never said he was innocent so dont overexagerate. No i didnyt make council work alone, I read much from damien and others who wanted a town council, I wa simply the one who called a surprise secret meeting that fell threw and if i remember you didnt belive in such nonsense and didnt show up, oh I will probably hang around until tommorow so dont try and stick your tongue out after i leav euntil then, i will notice. Oh yes What KIND OF FRUIT?

(Edited by sean at 8:03 am on Feb. 7, 2002)

Caranthir the great · Post by **Caranthir the great** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 5:35 pm

if you are going for good sean , farewell then , may the gods forgive your mistakes and remember the good things that you did.

sean · Post by **sean** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 6:16 pm

I am not sure wethe ri am leaving for good or not, you will find out in a week or so, and who is this exiled one? why does he search me?
heres a song i want to leave with if i do forever
Lyrics
The Last Note Of Freedom

Here I am, burnin' man,
Singing the song of my open soul.
Will time pass me?
All my dreams a heaven knows.

I don't wanna be cheated,
I can't go on, in a world where love is beaten.

Rise up burnin' man,
See is the white taken man.
Days of thunder see me shine,
All my dreams turn out fine.

I know the suffering will end, my friend,
When the last note of freedom is rung throughout the land.
I know the hateful will burn,
When the last note of freedom is heard throughout the land.

I know the fear of dying,
Heard it from a meltdown blast.
I know that lord have mercy,
It soon will pass.
I know it.
I don't wanna be cheated,
I can't go on, in a world where love is beaten,
Where love is defeated.

(Solo!)

I know the suffering will end, my friend,
When the last note of freedom is rung throughout the land.
I know the hateful will burn,
When the last note of freedom is heard throughout the land.

I know the fear of dying,
Heard it from a meltdown blast.
I know that lord have mercy,
It soon will pass.

We need love.
We gotta want it so bad.
We need it now,
So run to it fast.

I know it,
And the world will be cheated.
I can't go on, in a world where love is defeated.
I know it.
I don't wanna be cheated,
I can't go on, in a world where love is defeated.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Where love is defeated.
Can't go on, in a world where love's defeated.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
The last note of freedom.

Sun Long · Post by **Sun Long** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 8:16 pm

@ Sean and Dyluck
Will you both please stop this childish war? If you don't like each other, ok ignore the other one.
I like playing with both of you, it mustn't be at the same time. I DON'T LIKE this useless fight!

sean · Post by **sean** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 9:56 pm

greetings it is i, I will make my decision in two weeks time roughly from now, My decision will be encoded into the song posted above but in the rpg board ( i will delete the song above when i post the messeage) Unless illarion needs a historian who knows 16th-21st century facts and strategies or a strategist in war that is when you will hear from me (other then the letters i send)
I also would like to single out dyluck one last time if you notice when he was drilling me down he use dhis own name in every one of his lines he says things like "I" and "dyluck" yet he decides to make me fell worse about doing that when i posted my introduction.

Damien · Post by **Damien** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 10:04 pm

Heh, if you leave, i'll kill you over and over again at the cross... :cheesy:
Guess it would become boring without a guy who always gets himself into trouble.

sean · Post by **sean** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 10:06 pm

Read the email i send you damien, and if i do comeback as sean-san there will be more or less trouble dont worry i will try to make life...interesting:)

Damien · Post by **Damien** » Thu Feb 07, 2002 10:56 pm

Oh, GODS ! That's what i fear all the time...

sean · Post by **sean** » Fri Feb 08, 2002 1:04 am

heh @damien
oh and hey the downlaod is 76% done now, in 15 mins i will reach the shores of el kardian, watch for the dove:)

Dyluck · Post by **Dyluck** » Fri Feb 08, 2002 1:24 am

@Sun Long: Hmph. Please don't make judgement in this matter since you don't know much about what actually goes on between me and sean. I am very dissapointed that you don't understand from everything that I said that it is not I that hates sean. I'm trying to save him by slapping some sense in this silly child so he can wake up and see the light.

@sean: Do you see what I mean sean? Do you ever read own writing? You're such a petty and small man, and so grudgeful saying you'll come back to cause trouble.

Can't you see that I'm not writing all this to insult you but instead to let you see your own flaws to help you? Why do you think you left all those other games that you played and now think about leaving Illarion? Instead of blaming others, did you ever stop to think that maybe it was your OWN fault? I don't hate you but I don't care if you leave since I dont' like you either, but where ever you go, the result will just be the same again because you just keep blaming others for your own unhappiness instead of changing your own bad attitude

(Edited by Dyluck at 4:25 pm on Feb. 7, 2002)

Astral · Post by **Astral** » Fri Feb 08, 2002 2:17 am

I think that pretty much sums it up sean...

(Edited by Astral at 10:25 pm on Feb. 7, 2002)

Roke · Post by **Roke** » Fri Feb 08, 2002 2:37 am

Dyluck is over 100% correct (I do know that it is not possible but). You do blame people for stuff that you cause and most of the problems you have are your fault.

Sun Long · Post by **Sun Long** » Fri Feb 08, 2002 3:02 pm

Hey Dyluck,
I didn't say that you hate him, and maybe you're right that I don't know much about your trouble. It's only because I don't like bad feelings between two people especially those that I like.
I already understood that you are only trying to help him.

And now look down (both of you) to my way of looking at life and give this present to everybody.

Drathe · Post by **Drathe** » Wed Feb 13, 2002 2:09 am

ok this looks very similar to about 50 other threads.....except for the song.

I aint perfect by far so that means I can cast the first stone.

But the char Sean-san.......you can be a pain in the ass!, BUT! (and all of you have got to admit this) sean-san keeps the place lively. You can bet theres always something going on which is good! always a fight or a war or a plan or back stabbing etc. For all his anoying habbits and irratating ways if Sean-san left...there would be an empty space left behind. And besides the fact that sean is so unpredictable makes for an intresting char to intract with. You all complain about him, even me but you all love him. Ok that enough of mr nice form me.

Sir Gandolf · Post by **Sir Gandolf** » Fri Feb 15, 2002 9:59 am

@ sean
ah yes ive been to the land of el kardian, nice place there. Not that I want you to leave Illarion or take a cruise to el kardian I just want you to tell me what ure char. names gonna be =P.

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Sir Gandolf
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"im not just a mage with cheap magic tricks"