I cannot believe it. I can believe nothing. My life, it's as if it is over. He is attempting to ignore me now, though I know my prescence erks him. It hurts to know that I don't exist in the heart of the one I loved. I wish to no longer speak; I long to live no more. I try to tell myself that I will be okay, but right now I am not. I lost my love, my mind and my wealth all in a days work. I know some have heard my cries. Forgive me, those who hear me, it must be unbearable to hear my repititions.
Perhaps this is all for the better. I am starting a new life now, in the shadows and alone. This must be the way it is meant to be. I will never shed a tear again.
what? no no. Im almost sure on my lifeyou are talking about paul. If you are, he isnt ignoring you. He cant go for ten minutes without asking where you are and yelling for you. But what you seem to be doing.... is not for the best.
Those ones controlled by their emotions may achieve what they do not want - those trying to control them may be forced to do the same.
Choose your path wisely : free your mind, and avoid acts of pride and stupidity born out of rage and stubborn thoughts.
