I becoming evil.

Please someone, teach me to control myself.
If i get too powerful, no telling what i do...
Anyone, i needs help.
I apologize to the dwarves i attacked.
I'm not myself. Please don't let me goto darkside.
And to the gm's, destroy silentgun and Silentslayer.
They are my pawns when i go evil. If they are destroyed.
Then the only power i have is within this body.