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thats all I am, worthless,loveless......even my friends hate me.....they say they dont, but they think otherwise....I'm just a screw up.

What do you demand from a message from this?
Pity?
Comfort?
Self Torment?

Mannelig!! Please stop the drama... I have already told you this and I am going to repeat it for the last time. You are my friend... a very strange friend I might add... but still a friend of mine and of a few others I know. I told you that yesterday but you seemed not to want to listen to me... Now pay attention to this: if you want to sit there and think everybody hates you, fine, that is your choice, but I don´t agree with it... if you think something is wrong and if you think it has something to do with yourself then you should try and change whatever it is that you think is wrong and not just walk around telling people how much you think they hate you because that is not true and not fair to most of them, including myself.
If you want friends, treat them as such, don´t just ignore them.
If you want love, you should try showing some, it won´t hurt you know, unless you let it.
If you want respect, try respecting others first.
Go find the things you are looking for, don´t expect it to fall from heaven.... believe me, it won´t!

I hope you hear my words this time... and if you don´t at least think about them, then I might not be the friend you consider me to be.

Did you learn nothing of what I told you yesterday? It is no wonder people think you are strange as everything is mannelig, mannelig, mennelig. You seem not to care about other people.

Mannelig....For such a "noble warrior prince", you are quite the orcling...
When next I'm in town, lets meet up in the pigball field, start a fire and sort your life out...

no need! I finally understand now, thanks to a few friends...

And the pigball field is gone...