Simply Too Much
Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 12:54 am
((Open RP. ^_^ ))
After walking away from that unsettling meeting in the tavern, Ayla had at first planned to head to the workshop, to the campfire, somewhere safe and quiet. Her head was throbbing again and her nerves had been shot due to something about that man she had met.With a quiet groan, the elfess came to a slow stop before the dying embers setting in that familiar campsite, standing before one of the old logs. Her heart... It was racing for an inexplicable reason. Had she really been spooked that bad by just another crazy man? Something had startled her, that was all. With a quiet groan, the elfess steps lightly around one log and drops down onto the rough bark, looking to the fire briefly. Cursing lightly under her breath, she draws her knees up close and rests her elbows on them, hiding her face in her hands.
The headache was worsening again. Gods curse it, she should have grabbed that paste of Achae's... Achae.. She needed to talk to her. The didn't finish discussing that book. Achae, she had known something about that book and Ayla really wanted to know more.
Slowly leaning back after a moment, Ayla let her eyes close as a hand raised to rub the back of her neck, pain across her face. It was all just too damn confusing for her. Coming back from that Gods-damned war, general problems in.. life, now this curse and that man that spoke as if he were different people! She could feel herself getting absorbed in stuff she should have never meddled in to begin with.
It didn't help that she felt as if she hadn't seen Jorokar.. Or anyone else, at that point, in ages. Was she actually afraid to face him anymore? It wasn't her fault, surely. But perhaps it was. She was being a coward again. With a quiet groan, Ayla let her hand drop away as her pained gaze returned to the fire. Oh, how wonderful a normal life would be, with all of its mundane glory. With another grimace, Ayla mumbled shortly to herself.
"By the Gods, I'm pathetic..."
After walking away from that unsettling meeting in the tavern, Ayla had at first planned to head to the workshop, to the campfire, somewhere safe and quiet. Her head was throbbing again and her nerves had been shot due to something about that man she had met.With a quiet groan, the elfess came to a slow stop before the dying embers setting in that familiar campsite, standing before one of the old logs. Her heart... It was racing for an inexplicable reason. Had she really been spooked that bad by just another crazy man? Something had startled her, that was all. With a quiet groan, the elfess steps lightly around one log and drops down onto the rough bark, looking to the fire briefly. Cursing lightly under her breath, she draws her knees up close and rests her elbows on them, hiding her face in her hands.
The headache was worsening again. Gods curse it, she should have grabbed that paste of Achae's... Achae.. She needed to talk to her. The didn't finish discussing that book. Achae, she had known something about that book and Ayla really wanted to know more.
Slowly leaning back after a moment, Ayla let her eyes close as a hand raised to rub the back of her neck, pain across her face. It was all just too damn confusing for her. Coming back from that Gods-damned war, general problems in.. life, now this curse and that man that spoke as if he were different people! She could feel herself getting absorbed in stuff she should have never meddled in to begin with.
It didn't help that she felt as if she hadn't seen Jorokar.. Or anyone else, at that point, in ages. Was she actually afraid to face him anymore? It wasn't her fault, surely. But perhaps it was. She was being a coward again. With a quiet groan, Ayla let her hand drop away as her pained gaze returned to the fire. Oh, how wonderful a normal life would be, with all of its mundane glory. With another grimace, Ayla mumbled shortly to herself.
"By the Gods, I'm pathetic..."