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Posted: **Sat Nov 04, 2006 11:41 pm**

((Open rp, though currently in the 2d floor of the hospital, so not untill one
goes down please. If it revolves around the same, sure you can post here. And sorry if the rp sucks a bit, I'm going to sleep now.))

Kevin grinned just a tiny bit, gazing down at Christine who had fallen asleep.
Shaking his head some with a warm and tender smile he kneeled down beside his newfound love, despite his injured legs he grasped her up around her waist, groaning a little as he lifted her and put her onto the bed.

Once again bending down to lay a soft, gentle kiss on her cheek.
"Sleep well... my sweet.."
He whispered softly into her ear.

A moment later sighing some and gazing up at the ceiling.
"Oh what am I to do now... I love her, but where is she? Where did she go?..." He said to himself softly, sighing once again
"What should I do? Should I have waited for her to return to me? But what if she doesn't return...? A tear struck his eye, simply standing there gazing up at the ceiling.

A roaring silence filled Kevin's head for some time, struggling...
'I have fallen for you... but I is it true? Is it *me*? Or my fantasies, my lusts?'

He threw his head to the side in self dispise, the tear being torn from his eye at that, soon to be followed by a new one... and another... and another one more... he cried in silence.

A while later he turned his gaze toward Christine once more, smiling a tiny bit, sighing softly
"Maia will hate me... and I can not blame her... I can not satisfy her any more... But Christine... she changed her ways for me... she has grown to feel for me... I can atleast make her feel good... atleast..

It is the only thing I can do..."

He nodded to himself a bit, managing a small tender smile towards the sleeping girl that felled his heart. He was hers now... noone would want him... noone would get him...Noone but her...
Those were his feelings, drenched in pain, self-hate and guilt...

Posted: **Sun Nov 05, 2006 12:12 am**

Alica walked around on the streets, a small basket in her hands, dressed in her normal, simple, snowwhite dress, matching the colour of her newly cut hair. Looking from side to side, she finds nothing interesting and walks on. Taking a left when she passes the hospital she finds herself at the patch of grass before the inn. Setting down the basket she picks up a red blanket from within, spreading it out under a blooming cherry tree.

Lying down upon it she looks up to the sky, looking at the clouds..
Where are you?...
She let's out a soft sigh. Her life had taken such a turn. From all that she remembers, she has been the daughter of Stephen Rothman, a noble knight in shiny armor, fighting to protect the innocent. Before that, darkness, a darkness so thick, no stray ray of sunlight could ever survive in it. Life has passed by and placed her at the embrace of a young woman, Siltaris, a woman she showed immense love towards. Not knowing the consequenses of this relationship she happily told her father the news, that she had finally found someone to love, and then something happens. The man she though as her nice, loving, trusting father had turned his back to her, told her she was a disgrace to his family. Why..?

Seeking refuge at the dwarves that night, the night that he totally neglected ever being her real father, she cried immensly, she let it all out, years of sadness, of wich she don't remember, running out through her eyes as tears. One person were there to take care of her, King Ghorn, this kind dwarf. She merely asked him to send word to Siltaris, the woman she loves, to tell her that she lies within the gates of Silverbrand, waiting for her. Not only did he do that for her, he took Siltaris with him, only to make Alica smile again. What a kind man.. she had though that evening, as he lended the king and queens personal chambers for them to rest within.

How happy she had been, the day she bought that emerald ring from Ghorn, secretly plotting a plan in her mind. She rushed off to Varshikar, where she currently lived. As she arrives, she sends a letter to Siltaris, to come meet her. As the time went by, she fell asleep against the table to wich she was leaning. When she woke up, she saw the loving face of her Siltaris, smiling at her face. A little while later, she showed her the ring, and offered her eternal love in marriage, and she said yes. Oh, how happy she was. She slept so well that night, a smile across her lips all the time.

Where are you..?

After a while, Siltaris had told her she needed to travel away to her home on the mainland, to fix a few things that were urgent. Knowing that Siltaris had promised to come back, she nodded and smiled. She waved goodbye to Siltaris at the docks as her boat travelled off into the sunset, still smiling. A smile she has been wearing for each day of waiting, waiting for her love to come back to her.

Several month has now passed, since her love, Siltaris had travelled away. Still waiting every day, by the meadow in front of the inn, awaiting the return of her love, Alica lies under the cherry trees. When Siltaris departed, the tree had lost it's leaves, now they are growing back.

Please.. Return to me..

The words echoed through the early morning in the town called Troll's Bane, the words of a waiting maiden, waiting for her lost love to return to her once more..

Posted: **Sat Nov 18, 2006 9:49 pm**

Kevin just waited there for some time longer, thinking in silence. The strength of his feelings growing a bit weaker, though the essence wich they came from staying the same. A good time later he got up, smiling faintly at Christine as he moved down the ladder to the ground floor of the hospital.

Taking up a hatchet he walked outside, despite his still injured legs.
Holding the hatchet firmly in his right hand, and somewhat agressively too he passed Alica, slowing his pace a bit.
He smiled just faintly, his general expression still sad, with a glint of anger resting in it also he spoke:

"Oh hello... Alica."

He paused shortly before speaking her name, his expression seeming to grow sadder again as he seemed to remember some things.
He kept silent, though gazing away for a few seconds, waiting for a reply.

((Sorry, but I hardly have the time to write much, so posts may be rather small, and far appart. I'll try to write regularly though.))

Posted: **Sat Nov 25, 2006 6:39 pm**

Somewhat numb all over she moves her arm up to wave at him.

Hiya Kev, how are you today? Speaking with a spark of happiness in her voice, her naivity don't seem to notice anything wrong with him.

What are you doing all the way out here by the inn?

She smiles happily again, apparantly just happy to see a friend for once.

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