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My anger is filled within me.
I becoming evil.
Please someone, teach me to control myself.
If i get too powerful, no telling what i do...
Anyone, i needs help.
I apologize to the dwarves i attacked.
I'm not myself. Please don't let me goto darkside.
And to the gm's, destroy silentgun and Silentslayer.
They are my pawns when i go evil. If they are destroyed.
Then the only power i have is within this body.

Bah hoh oh o ho h oh oho hi hi hi hi he he hahahhahhahhhah no offense darkened but your not geting that strong pal,when your at your,"peek" meet me and we will see who is strong he he,i will be waiting so tell me when your "strong"

Greetings!

 Darkened Blade, I know your pain. I am an Ork myself who is struggling... struggling against the curse of our blood, against that urge to kill whoever crosses your way. And I am, although not ultimately, successful on my way.
 If you should need help, I will be happy to lend you my hand and to lead you towards the light. I can not promise you that it will be an easy way and that you will not falter. But I see the will in you, and this will is what should help you to stay true to the light on this long and hard journey.

May Zhambra watch over you.

Sand, you don't know my true power for you have never seen it, but silentslayer tell me of vision he had, and so far it all come true, thank you Emhyr van Emreis, i'll be in your debt. I attacked two dwarves not too long ago, i hope they forgive me, i couldn't control my anger. If dwarves read this, i'm sorry.

Greetings!

 Darkened Blade, I am happy to see that you are ready to take my helping hand. If you wish to meet me and to talk to me under four eys, just be at the house with the glass oven, the grinder and the smoke oven in the west of Troll's Bane between 19:00 and 21:00 GMT. Except of special occasions, I will be there, or near, or there will be somebody there who might very well know where I am to be found at the moment. Otherwise, you could tell me where you would like to meet. It will be my pleasure to lead you on the right path, which you already have entered by yourself, as I see.

Thanks, but i don't know how long i can last. My heart is weakend. My soul is fading. I thank you for your kindness. Lets hope time is on our side.

as i said,meet me when yo uhave your "true" power ok?

Malachin is watching over you

Sand, you desire for seeing true power will be your downfall, but its a little bit controlled, it was the demon of silentgun, i know it is. It will be dead soon hopefully when we do an excorsism. Kno that i don't kill friends, and i fight myself when the demon wants me to. I'm not the bad orc everyone may think i am, this demon, was controlling me every move until i finally got enough strength and got help. Sand, i know you don't really mean to fight me, and if you do, i know cause you want to test how you do on me, but trust me friend, its worser then you think. Farewell. And may the gods bless you.

Alas i grieve to tell you ill news. The demon will overpower me soon, tho this is one problem, the other is unity within yourselves. What happend between honor among each other. Though alot of races have been enemies for along time. I for one, am friends with all, sigh, this demon in me, is nothing but evil. It kills without thinking. Please free me from this thing. Anyone, kill it, only way to destroy it, is by exorcism or by...<passes out>

Noone will help you blade, they will all turn their backs on you as expected.
Do not fear tho, a little bit of evil does'nt "kill" a person..hahahaha

*walks off with his firesword in hand*

Hahaha, andrew, your right and wrong, evil does hurt people who get in my way.
(demonic laughs)