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Uhm the book of self awarness is not working, i can't read it...

I think that may be on purpose, i hope not, i loved that book.

But how will you know how much skills you have, im not very good at seeing the diffrence between colors...
I have no idea what skill is better then the other unless there is a huge diffrence

well, you TRUELY don't, but the unnoffical way is to take a screen shot take the dropper and copy the shade of blue then go into edit colors>custom colors> and the shade of blue is your "level" most you can have is 255

Isin't that cheating?

yes! All who do this are evil cheaters. The problem is...nearly everyone did it

But shhh! Don't tell anyone. If anyone mentions skills you must attack them with fury and bile. Demand that they bow down before you and proclaim that skills have nothing to do with playing illa or they will be branded with "bad RPer" on their foreheads.
Then you can go and check if whacking your mate for an hour with a firesword has increased your slashing any.