Niniane...I will wait.

[Cain Freemont]

Cain Freemont walks up to the messages and decides to create a new topic. He is cold and shivering, though it is not the temperature that makes him freeze. The shivering of his body is noticable through reading the sketchy handwriting.

"Niniane...that name still singes my fingertips as I say it. The warm glow of those eyes...it still burns impressions in my mind's eye. You said I did not love you, but you also said that the Gods controlled love...so how is it that you know it to be true...I should have realized this sooner. I fear my actions today may make it too late to say my apology. After you cried and left I wept til it hurt to continue breathing. It saddens me so to see you cry. I wager you think I am insane now, and I understand such. I told you I will wait...And I shall...for however long it takes. It shall last until the Gods smite me down with their incredulous power. Saying all this does not help me I fear, but it will provide you with some understanding sometime in the future. Please understand I do not do this to gain pity or to gain attention of people...I just want people to understand me....I just want you to understand me. Tis all I ever wanted. You say you are not ready..I say I understand and will wait. You say I was not ready ...I say I was already caring."

Cain Freemont finishes writing and thinks for a minute, still cold and shivering. Then he picks up his pen and writes to the people.


"To all of you who do not know who I am or what I am talking about, well you are probably better off this way. Please do not respond with your mere false pity messages. I do not care to read such audacious messages. Though I suspect it will happen, as it always does.

Your waiting...person,
Cain Sebastian Freemont